Hey Jen,

Although I’m sure you’ll never actually read this, I decided to go ahead and type out what I’ve been bottling up for months. I’ll probably feel significantly better after I’ve finished so it’s something I probably should have done a while ago. Like I said I doubt you’ll ever actually read it, although to be honest that’s probably for the best. I just gotta get this off my chest.

After we split it hit me hard. I retreated and it probably seemed to you as if I wasn’t even bothered. Well actually I was bothered, I was just doing no contact, which is pretty standard in a break up situation, and that goes for whether you are trying to get your ex back or trying to get over them. The link there will explain no contact and what it is.

But no I wasn’t trying to get you back. I was trying to get over “us”. I had a really dark few weeks. I can only imagine you did too. But it was no doubt for the best that it ended. The way things had been going, it wouldn’t have been right for us to try another time. We’d already tried so much. If it was going to work, it certainly would’ve done already.

So I guess this small tumblr blog is my way of letting go and moving on. I wish you all the best!

Woodsy